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[gwen-rox]

um i just had to get this out

ive been so depressed latley and latley it hs gotten even worse i really eat anything i cry all the time and about a month a go i started cutting im not saying lets have a fuckin pitty party for me but i don't know wat do anymore
and 2 night ago my friend would out i had been cutting she knew that i had proberlems but never thought that they where this bad she wants me to and talk to our school Councilor but i hate talkin about myself i can't talk to anybody when i don't even know wat is goin on wit me the look in her eye was even worse and the things she said like 'your not just hurting your self your hurting me to' and other things

i don't know wats wrong wit me i know that i want it to get better

[Jessie]

Originally posted by gwen-rox@Oct 18 2003, 11:13 PM
im not saying lets have a fuckin pitty party for me
That is the best line ever. Like...EVER. As for your problem...I really don't know what to tell you. I'm sorry.

[whitney_m]

OK 1st of all you gotta stop cutting man! that could get sooo serious its not even funny.
Maybe you should talk to someone even if it is the school counseler! but if u dont wanna talk to him/her just talk to your friend and try to get her to help! friends realy come in handy in these types of situations!
and u can even talk to one of us on this forum we might be able to give you some advice man!

[Jessie]

I stoped cutting becasue one of my friends (*cough*Meg*cough*) was really worried about me, and even though I still really want to cut most of the time I know if I do I would upset her, and I don't want to do that becasue I really care about her.

[gone_country]

I'm not really one to preach fancy advice to you

[gwen-rox]

yea ill try but still i can only talk to one person in the world he understand me better than anyone else but things between us aren't that good so tha is making me evan worse i really miss him so much and i don't really want to talk to the school Councilor or my friends

but thanx for the replys

[avrilrocks007]

o well ya i think the first major thing is to try to stpop cutting, im sorry to hear thta u and ur friend arent really goin to good rite now, give him a call, and if u tell him, he'll be glad u chose him to talk to about it :)

[ToOnaiMiaK]

wats cutting?

[gwen-rox]

when u cut ur wrists

[infamous]

okay like everyone said....i think u should really stop cuttin urself and learn that its not tha answer...never take out ur fustrations like that because even tho u may think it helps it really doesn't...and school councillors do help in ways but it might bug u that ur letting someone know something huge about you and u don't even know this person.....i think talk to your friend again..or talk to someone u really trust and u know will understand you.

also everyone gets depressed from time to time....i do myself and it feels horrible but just let it past and sooner or later u'll start feeling better

hope that helped

[laura]

i feel the exact same as you do sometimes except my friends shout at me when i mention cutting, you should try and talk to the friend who knows you better than anyone

[Avril*wannabe]

I know everyone says "stop cutting yourself" etc etc, and although i've never done it - i should imagine, just to stop cutting yourself would be hard to do, but if you can manage to stop it would be a major step.
Also, if you feel there's one person in the world you can talk to, do all you can to talk to them. That one person, that obviously you can relate to best, is probably going to be the one, or one of, the people that will help you through this.
I really hope everything gets sorted out and that you can move on from this.

[Jessie]

If you do go to a school counsler I don't suggest telling them about your cutting issue. Unless you want you parents to know becasue if your harrming yourself or others school counslers have to tell your parents. At least thats what they've always told me...I say find something, or someone you really love and stop cutting for that reason. It's a little easier that way...

[gone_country]

^well my friend was cutting and he told his school cunseller and she didnt tell his parents or anything like that

[Jessie]

I don't know what its like where eveyone else lives but in Arizona if your harming yourself or others and you tell your school counsler they are required to tell your parents.

[gone_country]

I think here they only have to tell your parents if you're suicidal

[Tiffanie]

Originally posted by gwen-rox@Oct 19 2003, 12:13 AM
um i just had to get this out

ive been so depressed latley and latley it hs gotten even worse i really eat anything i cry all the time and about a month a go i started cutting im not saying lets have a fuckin pitty party for me but i don't know wat do anymore
and 2 night ago my friend would out i had been cutting she knew that i had proberlems but never thought that they where this bad she wants me to and talk to our school Councilor but i hate talkin about myself i can't talk to anybody when i don't even know wat is goin on wit me the look in her eye was even worse and the things she said like 'your not just hurting your self your hurting me to' and other things

i don't know wats wrong wit me i know that i want it to get better
aww *hugs* this totally sounds like depression to me, and how i think this is because you say you dont know whats wrong, and most times with depression thats the case, you rarely know whats wrong with you, and also most times its caused by a chemical inbalance in the brain

now im not saying thats what you have or nething but thats what it sounds like to me, i suggest that you talk to someone, i know you may not think you can talk to neone but theres always someone out there who will listen and who will help you through it all :) i have hope for you getting better

*hugs* and ....."Always smile even when it hurts"

[Artemis]

Jess...you're so sweet. It really would upset me if you went back on your word and started cutting again. I care about you so much too! And cutting is a major issue. I used to do, and I still sometimes do. But for me, I cut myself to let the anger and frustration out. And when I see the blood, it let's me know that I'm still alive. Anyways, I'm pretty sure depression and frustration led me to cutting. Like everyone has said, talk to someone about it who knows you, and you trust completely. If you continue to cut, you'll be stuck with those scars the rest of your life. I hope you feel better!

[Jessie]

Originally posted by avriljunkie@Oct 19 2003, 06:40 PM
and I still sometimes do.
YOU BETTER NOT!!! I AM NOT GIVING UP ON SOMETHING I LIKE IF YOUR STILL ALLOWED TO DO IT!! NO NO NO NO. STOP THIS INSTANT OR I'M GOING TO START AGAIN.

[gone_country]

QUOTE (avriljunkie @ Oct 19 2003, 04:40 PM)

If you continue to cut, you'll be stuck with those scars the rest of your life.

^yeah...i only have 2 really bad scars, but like 50 smaller less clearer ones...its kinda starting to get to me that i am gonna be scarred forever...its scary

[gwen-rox]

yea i wouldn't want my parents to find out i don't like them that much

thanx for the advice

[punkin_monkey]

This might not help....but my friend had the same problem. I made her go to a counseler...because it was serious and i was so scared.

Even people who arent cutting who say they are need to see a counsler...because there is obviously something wrong and they want and NEED help.

My friend told me that she didnt want help...but then when she went to the counseler she thanked me. Because she stopped.

Cutting can be stopped...but its up to you and your will....take control of yourself or your friends will. Just...be honest with yourself...

TAKE CONTROL!!!!!!!! woo....anywho...I am praying for ya. Good luck...Im here if ya need me.