Back To The Begining

[Heather Lovelace]

ok. i just feel that i need to let it out. right - last year i was feeling reeeeally depressed and had loadsa problems. friends / family / and peeps i didnt so much get along with. i got to the point were i started cutting myself - just the once... but then i found myself slitting my wrists like, all the time.
it just felt so good................. now i just feel like iv gone back to the begining when i started slitting my wrists..... it doesnt help one bit with my friend going 'im so depressed... blah blah blah.....' coz shes just saying that.... plus she SCRATCHS her wrists and calls it 'slitting' somehow i think.... not.... grr.... i just wish she would shut up and stop feeling soo god damn sorry for herself. its not like shes got problems! ...well actually, shes got isues. and shes the one that causes ALL my problems and its true...

[Tiffanie]

ok well what im seeing here is that your "friend" really shouldnt be called a friend if she is the one causing you the pain, it doesnt make sence to be her friend and have her causeing you problems,
you should try talking to her about your problems and see what she has to say, and if you have tried that and nothing happend then maybe you 2 as friends just doesnt work out.
Also one more thing, you shouldnt really judge her for having problems either because sometimes the pain is on the inside and you cant see it ...maybe she really does have problems and maybe she does need help just as bad as you do ...so you should maybe work it out together because you both have the same problem , rather than trying to think you have more problems than she does.

hopefully all that made some sense and hopefully it could help you in some ways.

[Heather Lovelace]

hey, thanx Tiff *cracks a smile*

[yup_itz_me]

dont worry! be happy! :) *scratches head* *thinks*

[Heather Lovelace]

aaw..... i need huggles. lots n' lots of huggles!

*walks away and into the hug thread*

[Tiffanie]

Originally posted by *unwanted_sk8rgurl*@Oct 20 2003, 12:14 PM
hey, thanx Tiff *cracks a smile*
better make that a BIG smile hehe ^_^
and no prob, nething i can do to help just ask me :D

(keep that smile on)

[Heather Lovelace]

*looks up with a big smile* *talks trough teeth* { how long do i have to keep this smile on} *still smiling* hehe ^_^ thanx tiff ^_^

[Tiffanie]

lol :) keep that smile goin as long as you can ...but dont forget to breath ehehe ^_^

and your welcome im glad i could help

[punkin_monkey]

((((((((((((((((*hugs*)))))))))))))))))

I'll say the same thing I've said before...you are the only one who can take control!!

I'm praying for all the love in the world for all you guys!!

((((((((((((((*hugs again*)))))))))))))

[Tiffanie]

aww that was sweet :) ...makes alot of people feel good to hear things like that

*HUGS* .......YAY

[Heather Lovelace]

yey!!!! *huggles* thanx guys... your sooo sweet! ^_^ hehe

[Da Boggsta]

awww baby :( i only just seen this!!

*snoggles* hope THAT makes u feel better ;)

u need to chat to ur friend about it, make her see your side of things and how her pointless moaning gets you down! If she doesnt understand then she isnt the kind of friend that you are to her, and needs to be told streight, buck up or butt out :)

remember babe, im always here for ya, i love ya :love:

[Heather Lovelace]

aaaw.... boggsta baby *huggles*

your totally right.......... only thing is i tend to keep my problems to myself and dont say....... and for some reason i just let it out on this forum..... :S hehe...

thankies !*huggles*! ^_^

[Da Boggsta]

its easier on here to talk about it, rather than tell someone u have known ur whole life!!

remember im here to chat k :D

[Heather Lovelace]

yes, it is easier to talk aboot it on here.... thankies chris :) *huggles*

[Da Boggsta]

anytime baby, u can count on me :)