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[gwen-rox]

i don't really know how to explain this but it different to anything that ive posted before but ill give ago at trying to explain. it might sound like ive completely lost it but i haven't i just don't know how to explain it.

well i have a boyfriend chris he great and all but i don't feel like he loves me, even tho his best friend tells me that he does and i don't really think that anybody cares about me. with chirs its like two different people thinking things like yea he does love you but then i think no he doesn't. this might should ike im complete waked out lol but im not
i just don't know waht to believe and i can't talk to him because he away. yea anyways with people not carring about me i think that they don't but when really they do its like im trying to shut them out or something and i really don't want to do that. and now im really good friend of 6 years has moved and im goin to b really depressed about that. so im pretty much screwed. if any one has really bothered to read this thanks you and any thoughts would be really good.

[Da Boggsta]

i think u need to have a heart to heart with your b/f :) thats the only way you will know for sure! but remember love doesnt come over night! he might need a little time to be sure he loves you or not :)

About your friend, im sorry to hear that and i know what its like when someone you love moves away! but you just gotta let go and move on, thats all i could do :)

[gwen-rox]

^thanks for replying
dam it i have to wait untill he gets back im so miserable with out him

[Da Boggsta]

awww babe :hug:

Just hang in there untill you can have that talk. :)

[gwen-rox]

thanks you as it seems as ur the only one that cares

im still fucked tho

[Da Boggsta]

awww babe dont worry, many people care about you :D

*huggles*

[gwen-rox]

thanks it means alot to me

*hugs bak&

[punkin_monkey]

well this is what i think,

I think that love is a hard thing to understand.
How does he treat you?
Does he give you a reason to think that he doesnt love you?
Maybe you should have a bit more trust in him.
You're young yet what 15 or 16. He may not be the one you're going to be with for the rest of your life. Just give it a little while longer and you'll know. Don't doubt him before you know whats up...and have a little talk with the fellar. :-D Im sure things will be just fine.

And I know how it feels to have a best friend move away, but its a sad story and i shouldnt go into that.

[gwen-rox]

he treats me really good
i talked to him and he was that he was hurt that i would think that. and that he loves me very much but still i find it hard to believe but im trying really hard to.

and about my friend after a week ive herd from her so that made me very happy which i haven't been for in awhile so it was good. mayb i should stop going on about my promblems lol thanks heaps

[funk*o09]

^AWwww.... *hugs*
It's normal to ponder/doubt if yer bf loves you sometimes,
but try to focus on yer trust on him too.. If you really love
him,, you would trust him with yer heart,, :P
As for yer friend.. *HUGZ!* it's really hard to be away with
them!!! In my case,, I left my friends.. I was supposed to be
having a VACATION here,, suddenley,, the plan sorta changed!! They would be staying here a bit longer.. I mis
my friends and the atmoshpere in my place.. But see, I
really can't do anything but adjust on my life now! :P
Try to do the same,, and still keep in touch though she's
far away! Haha! :P I'm just here.. PM me if u wana!
Take Care!

[punkin_monkey]

Yeah, it may be hard, mainly i guess it reflects of what you think about yourself. I find it hard that Paul could love someone like me...I find it hard that anyone, besides God to love me. I mean Im not a bad person...but i know myself...im not that great lol.
But take his word for it...if he says it and means it...thats all you need!! :)

[InspireMe]

Is he not showing you the right kind of affection?

[Rinoa]

I wish I could believe anyone could love me as my ex did, I doubt I will find anyone ever again and I just feel so lonely, it's not that i miss my ex, I just miss being loved.
I'm sorry that I say it here, but I needed to say it.

[gwen-rox]

Originally posted by InspireMe@Dec 5 2003, 01:18 PM
Is he not showing you the right kind of affection?
no hes very sweet to me and very kind and carring

i think its just really in my head

[Da Boggsta]

Originally posted by punkin_monkey@Dec 5 2003, 10:52 AM
Yeah, it may be hard, mainly i guess it reflects of what you think about yourself. I find it hard that Paul could love someone like me...I find it hard that anyone, besides God to love me. I mean Im not a bad person...but i know myself...im not that great lol.
But take his word for it...if he says it and means it...thats all you need!! :)
i could love you very easily your a sound girlie :D

Gwen, glad your friend got in touch, must have made you feel happy to hear from her :)