This Love

[AvrilandEvan22]

Yes, I'm writing another fic!! lol and this one, unlike my others, will get past a couple chapters. I'm gonna do this by staying ahead of you. :P Thanks Bebe for the title, and I hope you like it!! Enjoy!!

Chapter 1

The mild gray skies could be seen all across the horizon, threatening a rain shower. Swirled clouds hovered above the endless, ribbon-like highway, where cars sped at the speed of lightning towards all sorts of destinations. Day was bleeding into the night. The dull, not yet bright, faded, not yet luminescent moon could be seen hiding behind the last rays of daylight. Smells of unpleasant gasoline mixed into the fresh air, making it hard to breathe well. Thoughts of dinner entered the complex mind of a young girl, and probably many others around her. Highway lights sprang on, the radiance giving your eyes the need to squint and blink. Light green signs were passed every few seconds, the almost invisible white writing on them no purpose whatsoever to a middle-aged bus driver. A kind young boy was imagining the excitement of the time when they would reach their spot of will, basing it on past experiences. Time ticked by without many noticing, and those who did would either think it was passing quickly and quietly, or too slowly for their taste. A small instance of sound was the notes of enjoyable music playing through a pair of brand-new headphones. Radio DJ's were heard advertising a company that's not faring too well, persuading people to buy a new product or making people laugh with a new marketing campaign. Bits of conversation would also be heard here and there, and when you caught an interesting murmur, it leaves you wondering and pondering in a state of confusion. Some were in a very happy mood, and smiled at every word. But others were not so lucky, as they cried in grief or yelled in anger. Couples shared a sweet kiss, and children laughed with each other. These kind of scenes were not new to an old circle of friends, having noticed them many times before. Maybe they should have been paying attention, however, as they would soon find out that every little detail meant something, and that plain, ordinary sights like this, even though not very appealing at the time, will be some of the sweetest, calmest, and carefree things that they will ever remember.

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A young 18-year-old girl named Avril Lavigne sat quietly in a comfy chair on a cozy tour bus, with black headphones covering her ears, playing one of her favorite songs and a soft pillow behind her head. She was almost dozing off into an overpowering sleep, her stomach rumbling for a touch of warm food. Her best friend walked into the room and glanced at her, smiling at her peaceful and angelic face. He covered her with a blanket and kissed her forehead. Then he settled into a chair near her and began to sleep himself.

"Evan! Where are you?" Evan Taubenfeld slowly opened his eyes from hearing his name being called. Sleepily he replied, "What?", waited a few seconds for a reply, and decided that at the moment he did not want to get up and started to drift back asleep. He had not gotten much rest the night before, and even though he was starving and it was 7 in the evening, he still felt no will to rise up.

"C'mere for a second." A reply was finally spoken, but Evan was already asleep again. Footsteps thumped closer to the chairs in which Avril and Evan had been asleep in, and the man who carried those footsteps decided that Evan was the one who needed to be shaken awake. A sly smile crossed Evan's face, but he kept his eyes closed. But this man knew him too well.

"Ev, come on, stop faking it! Get up. We're almost there and we need you for something." It was none other than fellow bandmate Matt Brann speaking, making up a lie to get his friend out of bed. His reply was,

"Why don't you wake Avril up, and then I'll get up." It came out in a murmur. "Fine, if that's what it takes to simply get you up." He spoke with a hint of sarcasm. Nonetheless, his friend left his side to go wake up the girl. Once she was awaken, Matt turned back to Evan.

"Now get up already!!" Evan's eyes popped open. He stood up, fell back down, and stood up again.

"What was it that you wanted?" He asked.

"Nothing, it was just to get you up." Matt grinned and ran out. Evan groaned. "Well, might as well get some food if I'm already up," he thought. He found Avril in the mini-kitchen biting into a slice of orange.

"Hey, where'd you get that? Can I have one?" If there wasn't anything microwavable, then he would result to fruit. Avril smiled at him.

"It's the last one," she replied. Evan pouted at her. She thought it was adorable. Avril handed half to him, and while doing so their hands touched for a brief moment. It happened all the time and wasn't anything exciting, but this time, it felt...different. Like their hands didn't want to let go. Avril quickly let go and blushed. "I'm sorry," she nervously said. She walked out to turn on the television. "Av, it's ok..." Evan called after her, but trailed off. "Oh well. It wasn't very important," he thought. He sat in a daydream at the table, and drifted off into a fantasy he had never thought about before this moment......

You're my daydream
You know that I've been thinking about you
Lately, and everytime I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane
I can't get away
You're my daydream
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It sucked, didn't it? lol Feedback please!! :D

[ninny_23]

I LOVED IT!! POST SOME MORE!!!!

[Artemis]

No it didn't suck! That was great! I've got a huge grin on my face! Post more soon!

[KiD]

That was amazing Kirsten! holy crap!

[Dee]

That was good. I hope you write more.

[KingJJP]

More

Let's keep it nice in here please.

[Crystal]

^ That was just annoying. Not funny.

Great job! I love your writing style.

[sk8andRockoN]

That was beautiful! I can't wait for more.

[FallingDown]

Great chapter.

[Elaine]

YAY!!!!! great chapter kirsten!!! can't wait for more!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lol Thanks everyone!! It means a lot to me. :P Chapter 2 will come when I'm done with chapter 3 lol.

(By the way Molly, I love your avatar!!)

[sk8andRockoN]

lol thanks! I love it too! I'm obsessed. :P

[PaintedNails]

Yay! Another great Avril and Evan fan fic. Can't wait for the next chapter.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Hehe thanks!! :D

[what_ever]

i love it,
i cant wait for the next chapter

[ninny_23]

hurry..and..finish..*faints*

No, seriously, i'm getting impatient! lol dancing pickles...

[sk8andRockoN]

Dancing...pickles? Oh my gosh Nancy, lol.

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao, ah the dancing pickles!

Anyway, chapter 3's almost done. So chapter 2 will come in like an hour lol. :P

[KiD]

*big breath* YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!

[ninny_23]

it's been an hour...

no, i'm not badgering you.... but i am waiting!

[Artemis]

Take this has a umm...*bump*

[sk8andRockoN]

Wheee, I can't wait!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao! ok well I really wanted to post it but I uh, kinda got sidetracked. Sorry!! *cough* Most of you know who to blame lol. I'm a bit pissed at the moment. *sigh* It'll definitely be up tomorrow!

[sk8andRockoN]

What? But you already have it dooone! lol.

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao good point. But I wanna finish Ch. 3 first. lmfao that made me laugh Molly :P

[PaintedNails]

Aww tomorrow..I don't have anything else to read right now..At least nothing that has to do with Avril and Evan haha.

[sk8andRockoN]

Yay! I made someone laugh! lol.

[Artemis]

But...but...* bottom lip quivers *

[ninny_23]

awww, i was setting my heart upon you posting your chapter... *whines*

[AvrilandEvan22]

Ok well I wasn't evan able to get on yesterday!! I'm sorry!! lol but without further ado, here it is. Enjoy!

Chapter 2

Evan was surprised at himself. "Me? Thinking about Avril that way?" He pushed the thoughts out of his mind. He would never do that, it would never be that, so therefore there was no use imagining that. Besides, there were other things to be concentrated on. But when Evan tried to think about other things, his mind became blank. And he was still too blind to see why.

Avril was a unique girl, who had many feelings, emotions, and expressions, had a good side and bad, stubborn but cute, small but withheld a beautiful voice inside of her. She saw things in a different view, and stuck to her own ways. She liked to be different, and, cliché as it is, anything but ordinary. But she was a human being, and human beings make mistakes. So when the most unexpected of the unexpected happened, she was not prepared. When she left the kitchen and settled down on the couch, she might have been physically doing that, but really, she...wasn't. Her mind was in another place, another life, another galaxy that was far, far away from where she was. Avril thought about Evan. She dreamed of Evan and his perfect features, that loving smile, the cute face, the warm touch and filling, reassuring presence. She knew it was a world that wasn't and never ever would be, but in her kingdom, anything was possible. Until it came to reality, anyway. So when she began to imagine Evan as her prince, she didn't realize it. But she was, and no one knew it. And if you stole a glance into the tour bus that day, you would see two identical happy, smiling faces who were smiling about each other, though you, or anyone else, would know why. Even Evan and Avril couldn't explain those upward-curved lines on their faces.

By the time the lone bus arrived at the concert venue, it raining a wild storm. The raging winds made it hard to walk straight, let alone take hours to drag out the loads of sound equipment. In the middle of April, you'd think that the air would be a quite warming. But outdoors, you could see when and where every soul took a breath, and the coldness would make you shiver with an uncomfortable feeling. That's how it was in Toronto that morning. Peeking around a corner of a vast, massive, oval-shaped building, Avril saw the signs of obsessed and addicted fans already lining up for that night's concert, some attending their first, others attending for a time that was too many to count. All were anticipating the evening, when they hoped they would be enclosed in a dimension that was just as good and better as they had been promised. Though each and everyone were different, they all shared the same thing: A passion for music. Whether young or old, tall or short, heavyset or tiny, a boy or a girl, or how different in appearance and personality they could be, they were all wild for Avril. And that was a beautiful thing. Something that could bring together a group of people that were so diverse, yet so much alike, was something that was rarely found. There was another addition that would have fit perfectly into this crowd, but was not present at the time. Most would say he was luckier than the cluster in front of the idol. He was extremely close to the girl at the center of attention, having the time of his life playing the role as her best friend. A very few, however, decided he was not the luckiest. Because he had a longing and an empty space in his heart that could not be healed and filled at the moment. If it had been cured, his life would have been as good as can be. But it wasn't. He was so close, yet still so far away, too far away. And it was something he could no longer handle. At last, he was beginning to see. But it was too late for him to see. The next thing he had to realize had not been realized. The fact that another, a someone that was also very close to him, was beginning to get ahead in the race. That other was beating him and would win if his plan was not changed. It was so unexpected to Evan that perhaps that would be the reason why he didn't take any chances, any risks, when he should of. And should of done it fast.

Avril slipped in through the arena's back doors with her assistant, Shannon. She wanted time to herself and to be alone for just a little while. Once in her soon no longer peaceful dressing room, she began to write. It was fast-written, and wasn't her best. But it was something that she needed to get out of that tiny little body of hers.

My Best Friend

Through the days and nights of summertime
You were there to comfort me
You'd always save me a little something
That to others might've only been worth a little dime

But how much you meant to my soul
It's something that's so hard to say
There's some things that can't be put into words
And this might just be one of them

Hope, hope is one of the many emotions I feel
This can never fade away
My world will come crashing down when
My worst fears become true

So I'll make a little deal with you
I wonder if you will always be there for me
I wonder if you are like all the others
I wonder if you're true, oh

Love, love is what the world should be made of
A world made of just you and I together
Together, flying, soaring high, in the endless sky
Where the world ends ordinary, we will be above

So I'll make a little deal with you
I wonder if you will always be there for me
I wonder if you are like all the others
I wonder if you're true, oh, yeah

What I feel everyday, why can't you feel it too?
What'll make you love me
Care for me more than anything else
And be with me in everything we will do?

Fear, fear is taking over my heart
Scared that you'll be gone one day
When I wake up, my side is cold
And for the rest of my life I'd be alone

So I'll make a little deal with you
I wonder if you will always be there for me
I wonder if you are like all the others
I wonder if you're true, yeah

Nothing can break us apart
I want you to say these things to me
Hold me in your arms and kiss me like you mean it
Then life will be perfect and the world can end

So I'll make a little deal with you
I wonder if you will always be there for me
I wonder if you are like all the others
I wonder if you're true, yeah, true

Once Avril was finished, she sat back and fell asleep with a pleasant smile on her face. It was not erased until she saw a letter underneath the door. She had been so absorbed into her own mind and thoughts that she had not noticed how long a rather unwelcome person had been standing outside her door.
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[Bebe]

holy moly holy moly who is the person?!?!? kirsten you can't do this to me!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao!! And I know exactly who it is..hehe :P I like to torture you, Bebe, only you! lmao j/k. Anyway, thanks! If you meant it was good lol.

[ninny_23]

i wanna know!!!! don't do this to me now!

[PaintedNails]

Gah I want to know who it is! It's...Jesse!

[ninny_23]

Jesse is hot but not as hot as Evan... i hope you post more soon!

[AvrilandEvan22]

I say he's ugly...lmao ok more tomorrow! Since I'm almost done chp. 4. Thanks guys!

[ninny_23]

Yay! Hurry and write!!! Well, he's hot sometimes but he can be scary looking too.

[PaintedNails]

Ha I think Jesse is ugly...He was just the first person that came to my mind lol

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao there's 6 replies to my 2nd chapter and you 2 are the only ones that commented! Jesse is ugly though, I agree. Ok and chp 3. Gimme an hour or 2 to finish my homework and it'll be up! :P

[Artemis]

Ugh. I thought I commented?!! Well if I didn't, that was an amazing chapter. I love this story! Can't wait for Chapter 3!

[ninny_23]

What? Kirsten, you confused me. There is a lot of replies, it may be my math though...

[Elaine]

WOW! i loved that!!! i can't wait for more!!! MORE NOW!!!!

[ninny_23]

It's been like 4 hours!! I'm going crazy here Kirsten!!!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Yes Nancy, but there were only 2 people lmfao. Thanks Elaine and Meg! Yes, and here it is :P

Chapter 3

Avril all of a sudden felt a harsh chill run up her spine. She started to get the feeling that someone was watching her, that someone had been there that whole portion of time without her slightest notice. She ran for the door and jerked it open, coming face to face with a guy that she hadn't seen for quite a while, and made her wonder whether her eyes were seeing correctly. Once a guitarist in her band, former friend Jesse Colburn stood in front of her, towering over Avril's short figure. He was a rather unpleasant surprise, as he had left very suddenly and with hardly a slightest goodbye.

Why he had fled had always been puzzling, like a brain teaser, and still, none of his former bandmates and best friends knew. Not even their big boss, LA Reid. But that had been months before, and though he was still remembered in everyone's hearts, whether they thought good of him or bad , he was forgotten on the daily basis, on their ordinary days, their everyday life. So seeing him appear practically out of nowhere, without any hint of prior notice, was an extremely surprising matter. He had to have known it was the first day of the hugely publicized Try to Shut Me Up tour to have driven all the way to Toronto from where Avril guessed his hometown of Ajax, run past the venue security, make his way to her dressing room, and have the nerve to spy on her. Of course, she didn't know how he could have not known about opening day, but even so, what could she say? He was good. The fact that he was there, however, was atrocious. Jesse had no purpose and no business to be there whatsoever, and the band didn't need to be irritated even more. That was what Avril supposed he was doing. Instead, he was there only to annoy her. Well, she was annoyed. He had a rather large case of butterflies in his stomach and jittery, wringing hands. Jesse's feet were doing a small, unchoreographed dance, making him look like a very unprepared and foolish person.

"What the hell do you want?" Avril at last spoke the first words between the two. It escaped her lips sounding grouchy and rude, and it had not been what she intended to do. At least it prompted her point. Honestly, what was he doing there? Jesse still did not speak, even after Avril's snap. She looked at him intently, waiting for an answer, but after time passed her too slowly she began to wonder if he thought she expected no answer. "Avril, get a grip. No one could be that clueless, right?" Her practical side thought. Jesse still only chose to smile, though no words yet drifted into the air. At least she made some progress. But her stubborn self starting to reapppear, she sighed and murmured, "Whatever." Avril began to push him out of her way to the hallway with lots of strength when it was uneseccessary. She almost fell forward from his reaction, because instead of holding his stance firmly like it was expected, he shifted to the side like a scared bunny, letting her go through. Maybe too quickly. Moments later he stood awkwardly stiff and gasped a low "Sorry" out. Avril chose to ignore this and walked swiftly down the hall to the concert stage, where she was late for a rehersal.

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A Few Hours Later

"Av! Wait up! I need to talk to you for a sec." Avril was sprinting to her room from the rehersal when she heard her name being called by another. The rehersal had not gone too well, and she could predict that the day that lied ahead was going to be a difficult journey. It had all started with Jesse arriving. That was the big kick-off, the big launch. Then a scolding from her band about "lateness causes", even from Matt, who was known for being late. Next came the news that she was being dropped to RCA Records because of Arista going into bankruptcy and debt. All Avril wanted to do was to relax and not let anything trouble her. Unfortunately, this was life and reality, and there was no way to escape it. The best she could do was to hide behind a smile. When she heard that voice, Avril immediately knew who it was.

"And what does Mr. Evan want?" She asked, giggling for real. Evan always had had this way of making her happy, making her laugh and smile. And normally he laughed with her. But this time, when she turned around to look at him, he wore a grim face.

"Very funny," he said sarcastically. But this was Avril Lavigne he was trying to talk to, his best friend and hopefully more. So he could no longer contain the laughter inside of him and keep a straight face as he did when he pretended to be glum. Which he actually was, but she didn't need to know yet, right? Not before a little joke. The two laughed together, looking as cute as ever in any stranger's eyes.

"So, what was it that you wanted to talk to be about?" Avril bringing up the real purpose of what Evan was there for. "Anything wrong?"

"Actually...yes. Sort of." Not a very informative reply he gave. Evan hesitated. "Whwsjesongere?" Well, that's what it sounded like. Avril was bewildered. She could tell something was really bothering him though, it wasn't often when he was inarticulate. "What?" She asked again. "I said, what was Jesse doing here?" Evan replied sounding annoyed. He and Jesse had not been on great terms when he had left, and did not like bringing Jesse into topics of conversation. Just a mere mention of him made Evan uncomfortable. Avril also shifted uncomfortably when she heard this question. He took this as a bad signal, that there was something she wasn't telling him.

"To be honest with you..." She trailed off to silence. Evan was worried now. Avril sighed. "I don't know." He wasn't quite satisfied with you. It wasn't that he didn't trust her, but well, if a former friend of yours just appeared out of the blue to speak with what pratically the whole world would consider a girlfriend, and she told you that it was nothing, wouldn't you be suspicious? At least a little? That was how he felt.

"Are you sure?" He asked, even though he knew he was not going to get anymore. Avril was just too stubborn.

"Positive." She replied surely and confidently. Since Evan knew she was no actress, he believed her. He let out a sigh of relief and realized he had fretted over nothing. Their conversation died there, and he left without another word, not meant to be taken in a hurt way. It was just that he had things to think about, Avril knew, though she didn't know what about. In fact, she didn't even think she could count the many times she had asked what Evan was doing, and all she got was a, "Nothing." Then, minutes later, when she would try to start a discussion, he would be completely spaced out. With this realization, Avril began to worry. She was suspicious as well, and even a little hurt. Avril sighed. What was going on? What happened to the best friend she, only a few weeks ago, had been able to rely on for anything?
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Gimme replies! lmao j/k

[Elaine]

well now that u begged for a reply..i won't give u one..lol j/k that was awesome!! awesome awesome! i can't wait for more!

[ninny_23]

EEEEK!! That was great!!

OMG CRAIG IS SO HOT!!!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmao thanks you two!! Nancy...we get the point lol. (Evan's hotter)

[Dee]

I like it. I'm wondering what is going to happen.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Thanks Dee!!

[ninny_23]

Still, great story!

(He is so hotter but I can't help staring at Craig)

[sk8andRockoN]

I don't think Craig's good looking at all...lol.

And great chapter Kirsten! I can't wait for more.

[Artemis]

Nice chapter Kirsten. I'm looking forward to the next bit.

[AvrilandEvan22]

lol thanks so much you guys!!

[Bebe]

kirsten i loved it!! i dunno if i responded already but oh well i loved it!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmfao!! Thanks Bebe!!

[Bebe]

KIRSTEN I WANT MORE AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!

*bump*

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmfao! Trust you to make up something demanding!! hehe anyway...It's half done! So uh..maybe I'll post it like tomorrow..

[ninny_23]

Hmmm, three days Kirsten, three days...

[AvrilandEvan22]

Ehm...:blink:?

[ninny_23]

I've been gone for three days, it also accounts that it's been a bit over three days since you've posted a story.

Damn is my ass hot!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Roflmfao!! Well you know I don't have to post every 3 days..look at everyone else!

[ninny_23]

Well, you've got a point. I've been sitting on the heater and it just about burned my ass off!

[AvrilandEvan22]

lmfao! Yeah ok..I wrote another few sentences! :P

[ninny_23]

Great! Maybe in a few days it will turn into a paragraph!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Roflmfao!! :lol: That was hilarious for some reason :blink: lmfao!

[ninny_23]

Uh, I think you should back away from sharp objects.

lol It kinda sounds like you're PMS-ing and you're having major mood swings.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Roflmfao! Oh god you crack me up! lmao sharp objects. NOW STOP SPAMMING UP MY THREAD :angry:

[Artemis]

*cough*nospamming*cough*

[ninny_23]

^ Kirsten started it!

When are you gonna post the chapter anyway Kirsten?

[AvrilandEvan22]

I did not! Look at my last post lol I told you to stop spamming! *cough* You started it

AAANYWAY. I'm on the laptop cuz my dad is doing the taxes on the regular computer..and that's where all my stories are. So until I can get onto there...no story! :P

[Artemis]

* bottom lip quivers * but...

[ninny_23]

Kirsten, you make me all huffy puffy sometimes. *whines*

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmfao! Huffy puffy. You guys don't really want the story, do you?

[ninny_23]

Don't want it? Are you kidding, if I didn't want it, I wouldn't be huffy puffy. lmao

[Artemis]

Shit you must be insane. I'm seriously dying for it. I want to know what happens.

[ninny_23]

Post It SOON!!!!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmfao wow. Huffy puffy lmao! Ok yeah still on the laptop...Tomorrow or later today! :P

[Bebe]

I HAVE TO PEE!!

*bump*

[AvrilandEvan22]

Roflmfao not again!!

Ok...well since Meg and Bebe frazzled me I'm changing like the entire thing. I wouldn't use the truth but it's definetely changing things. I know its FICTION but still lol...sorry! I'm working on it.

[ninny_23]

Oh, hell, come on... four days and it's nowhere.

Great story though, hope there wasn't any pressure.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Well now that you actually bumped it...<_<

10 days, not evan 2 weeks! Seriously I've had like no time lately. Sorry!! I've been feeling extremely busy. I'm trying my best though!

[ninny_23]

No worries, I think I should do my homework now...

[Artemis]

Originally posted by AvrilandEvan22@Apr 15 2004, 04:16 PM
Well now that you actually bumped it...<_<
Lmao that was good. Well try harder! I need more damnit. No pressure btw.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmao! I'm trying! I just got home, and now I gotta go again! Ugh. I'm seriously thinking of quitting soccer though. It just takes up way too much of my time.

[ninny_23]

I don't like soccer, but it is a great sport. How long do you have practice for?

[AvrilandEvan22]

Whee!!! Lmao ok, random bumpage here.

Practice was cut down so it's only once a week now. Much better lmao.

[derycksmyhero]

I just got all caught up and this story is so f*ckin' amazing! So you get one more person to tell you to post more soon...um POST MORE SOON!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Aww Kayla thanks! Lmao I've actually had the chapter done I just never posted it.

[ninny_23]

Kirsten, do it now. I'll PM you threatening to look at pictures of my niece if you don't post it!

[AvrilandEvan22]

It's on the other computer lmao. Sowwy. But your niece is cute, and plus, I don't have to read your PM lmao.

[ninny_23]

Ugh, I feel so... ugh. Kirsten you blew my bubble!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmfao hehehehe. *blows bubbles*

[ninny_23]

*pops bubbles* Mwahahaha!!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Damn you!

Chapter 4

The soft, mixed-color beams of the early morning sunshine glowed through the windows, spilling out lightly across the miniature but cozy rooms. Fluffy white clouds were seen up high in the bright blue sky looking almost three-dimensional, like you could reach out and touch them because of how close they looked, yet they were still too far away to grasp. A chilly breeze flew through the air, though sunny as it was. Avril sleepily opened her eyes and squinted hard at the radiant sun that tinted the window nearly as if it was not there. Her senses had not quite yet awaken and she did not have any idea where she was, what was around her, and why every few seconds she would feel a sudden jerk and be slightly bounced upward. You know the feeling that you get when you wake up and one glance around, you don't see the familiar, warming sights of home, forgetting where you are.
Then Avril sat up, the bed sinking down where her weight was placed down upon. The world righted itself and she took into realization that she was on the tour bus, that up above her was Matt, down below her was Jesse, next to her were Evan and Charlie, and that this tiny, cramped little space would be their home for the next couple of months. Avril sighed. The bus was still, asleep and peaceful. She stood up and completed her normal morning routine. Funny how ironic it could be. Sometimes she longed so much to be alone and by herself, yet now she finally got it, she began to feel lonely. Avril didn't know which to prefer, but she didn't have to decide. At least not yet, because their manager and boss Shauna barged in, ready to announce and shout the day's schedule. She probably wasn't assuming that her only audience would be Av and the rest of the crowd was in bed and sound asleep though. She sharply glanced around and saw the boys lying like they were immobile. Her reaction was a hungry predator waking up to see an escaping prey. Shauna was not a mean and rude person like she may come across. It was just the fact that she was stubborn, likewise all the other passengers aboard, and also PUNCTUAL. Being a neat and organized person helped emphasize this characteristic. These were some things the members of the band did not posess, so they were not on time, and therefore she was not pleased.

"Boys! Get up! Lots to do today, and we can't be late!" Shauna cried this in not a shrill voice. It was in a strict manner, but not so strict so that you could still hear a caring tone underneath the layers. Her returned response featured lazy groaning. Except for Evan. That day was an exciting day for him. He was glad to be on tour and on the road; it meant two whole months of fooling around and goofing off with his best friends, seeing so many different and unique sights, performing on the bright lighted stage nearly every other night, and being with Avril. Yes, he knew it now. He had fallen head over heels in love with Avril Lavigne, the international superstar, the girl idolized by millions, the one who had a rocker-chick personality, fitting perfectly with entertainment's new big item. In fact, she was the head honcho of it all. His heart was filled with an indescribable strength and longing feeling. She was there and was seen in his eyes physically, but yet she was missing. Evan could not call her his own, wrap his arms around her, and flood her with kisses. So how to fill the empty space?

Dear Diary,

What a horrible last few days. Interviews, interviews, interviews. It's scary. They all ask the exact same things. And then they get into personal questions, and some can be extremely hurtful. Speaking of my personal life. I know he has feelings for me, it definetely shows. Everyone knows, even fans. I feel so bad, but doesn't he see that I don't like him like that? I barely consider him a friend, let alone a boyfriend. He is so frustrating! I just want to tell him to get away from me. Forever. And I know I won't regret it. Jesse Colburn. The name being spoken makes me shudder.

Then there was an urgent knock on Avril's door, so she ran up to open it. She left the diary open on the table, trusting that no one would trespass and read it.

Evan knocked on the dressing room door a long time after Avril left it. He was sure she would be in there. But he got no reply and became suspicious, so he quietly opened the door and walked around. No Av. Then he spotted the open diary. He knew it was wrong, but Evan couldn't help it. It's just the nature of a human being's mind, the uncontrollable will to reach over and read what was written down. When he read the ink that was printed down hours earlier, a funny feeling came over him. Then he saw the words of Avril's displeasement towards Jesse, taking it the wrong way and thinking that she had been talking about Evan himself. Love does weird things to you. He dropped the diary and couldn't believe she had thought that of him all along. Why didn't she just tell him? Then he could have backed off and let Avril live her life. But no, she had allowed him to comfort her all those moments when she didn't even want him there. Evan sighed and a tear escaped his eye and streamed down his cheek. He brushed it away. What am I doing, crying over this? he thought. Then he could no longer handle himself and broke down into tears. Tears that cried for him, tears that cried for Avril, tears that cried to his love.

[KiD]

Dude!!! NOOOOO!!

AND DUDE, I thought she was talking about Evan at first too and I was like "ohhh, Kirsten's gonna get it now" and then I saw Jesse and I was like "Yay!"

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmfao! I wouldn't do that! No, I'm too AWENJ-prone.

Anyway, I think that means you liked it right? Lmao thanks anyway!

[KiD]

lmfao, no, Id didn't like it.





























I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVLY DUH-UH-UHLY LOVED IT!!!!!

Just thought I'd make that clear.

A-hem.

[Elaine]

YAY...i kinda missed some chapters..but i caught up :P

I loved it!! :thumbsup:

[AvrilandEvan22]

Thanks guys! Lmao aw Carly...

[derycksmyhero]

Holy hell I thought she was talking about Ev too at first!


Grrr Evan...don't think that way! Now you really gotta post more...erf...

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmao thanks! I'm working on it...erf lmfao.

[ninny_23]

AHHHH!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kirsten, What Are YOu DoinG!!?? Making him cry?

WOnderful chapter though.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Mwuahaha yesss....By the way, just noticed your title. Roflmfao.

[ninny_23]

lmao Somebody ate a potato yesterday...

[AvrilandEvan22]

:blink: Okie dokie then.

[EvaAd0re]

aww poor evan! i love this story! can't wait for more

[ninny_23]

Potato means you're slow, lmao because potato's have no brain! Do you get it!?

[TelescopeEyes]

Can't wait for more, get your ass in gear lol!

[Just_Me]

I looooove this story!

Can't wait for more! :)

[AvrilandEvan22]

Thanks guys! Lmao Lisa.

Well I DID work on it! Bet you weren't expecting that, huh? Lmao well now I've got a case of SWBI...:(

And Roflmfao Nancy, I seriously burst out laughing when I read that!

[TelescopeEyes]

Someone go thier ass in gear! Can't wait for more!

[ninny_23]

Can't wait either! My niece is getting bad ideas from me, nothing too bad though. She just calls people weird names.

[derycksmyhero]

*cough* Kirsten...you know...it's been a long time...

[AvrilandEvan22]

..... I haven't been here for months, I come back, and you've bumped my story. *cough* Kayla..it's been a while since you've written.

JEBUS bring back the fics people! Ahem. I miss this place. It died when we left.

[derycksmyhero]

Of course it died when WE left. I mean...come on...it's us.

And yes I have written, more than you have. Pft.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Pft so? This has been dead longer than yours. God why the fuck is this place so dead?

[derycksmyhero]

*shrugs* Good question.

[AvrilandEvan22]

We should make it lively again. *cough*

[avi_rawks_my_sawks]

when do we get the next ch?

[Kaity]

Omg!! I haven't talked to you lot for ages *did we talk?* I think we did in some of the spam threads! Of course it died when you left! You were like the posse!.. who was it Carly, Kirsten, Kayla, Elaine, bebe, Meg.... aww you guys have to come back and stay! it's why its so boring here! you lot arent around with your cute ways!!!!

Ok.. im done.

[derycksmyhero]

...lmfao yes spamming was great.

[KiD]

Omg!! I haven't talked to you lot for ages *did we talk?* I think we did in some of the spam threads! Of course it died when you left! You were like the posse!.. who was it Carly, Kirsten, Kayla, Elaine, bebe, Meg.... aww you guys have to come back and stay! it's why its so boring here! you lot arent around with your cute ways!!!!

Ok.. im done.

Yeah, it was fun.

but then it all changed and we all changed, or maybe it's just me. It'll never fucking happen again though. I've learned that much.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Could you people stop bumping this lmao. Awww spamming was great. I miss the summer.

CAHLAY! It's been forever.

[KiD]

Forevah isz an understatement tag.
*jumps out of tree*

I have a theory though. since the uhhh thread got moved to the lobby, people who aren't usually there are and yeah, no.

[Dryve Thru Romance]

the summer spam was so much fun to read haha it was just random :P and made me forget about the real world and what was going on around me haha anyway!
Awesome story! I can't wait for more! :D

[Kaity]

^ aw exactly! I didn't post much til the end when people stopped talking so much, but i always read the threads!!
Aww *wipes tear* memories...
Lmao, yeah i love dis story, mon yah!!

[dirtygrlrock]

That's really good stuff , keep it coming!.

[AvrilandEvan22]

*coughletitdiecough* :D

[derycksmyhero]

Ahem. Hey...all you newbies, Kirsten never finished this one so read it and tell her to finish it!

[AvrilandEvan22]

........NO IT'S FINISHED THATS HOW IT ENDS.

Anyway, Lauren beat you by bumping all of yours.

[DearestHelpless]

Kirsten, KILL AVRIL in it. It would be the greatest fanfic on AS ever.

[derycksmyhero]

I don't care! All my mine were finished properly...save for YOD, but that one was one me and Rush were working on so that doesn't even count. THIS wasn't finished. So HA.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Who the fuck uses "save" for "except." You're a loser Kayla.

Lauren if I did that my new name would be Rush.

[DearestHelpless]

...Did Rush kill Avril in hers?

[derycksmyhero]

Rush kills somebody in every single one of her stories. It's either Avril or Evan, GET WITH IT.

And by the way, Kirsten, who the fuck gets limited on an Avril forum...other than hey, YOU.

[DearestHelpless]

I wouldn't have seen that from Rush. I mean... she is just weird. She doesn't even touch herself.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Yeah in basically all of them.

OKAY FINE HERE'S THE LAST CHAPTER FOR ALL OF YOU. C

Chapter...5? 4? 3?

Evan decided to leave the band, so Avril shot him because he promised he'd always be there for her, and she's a spoiled bitch. Then she married Deryck Whibley and shot herself because she couldn't stand looking at that gnome.

THE END.

[DearestHelpless]

Wow.... That was so inspiring, Kirsten.

Did you know that my roommate's name is Kirsten? She's cooler than you. She doesn't live next to registered sex offenders.

[derycksmyhero]

.............

[AvrilandEvan22]

Doesn't she live next to you?

I noticed your location lmao. Damn right.

[DearestHelpless]

Does who live next to me? My roommate? Actually... No. I don't live with her yet. THREE WEEKS FROM TOMORROW AND I MOVE TO CHICAGO KIDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!

[AvrilandEvan22]

Well, she will live next to a registered sex offender.

YOU'LL BE OUT OF MIDWEST HICKLAND THEN.

[DearestHelpless]

I'm not a registered sex offender... yet.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Will. Will. Notice The Will.

[derycksmyhero]

..I bet that's a LIE.

We're going to get in trouble for SPAMMING...or I don't think Megan is the moderator of this anymore...

[AvrilandEvan22]

.....What the fuck this board is stupid. I CAN'T TYPE IN ALL CAPS BUT I COULD TWO POSTS AGO.

[derycksmyhero]

...you just typed in all caps...

[AvrilandEvan22]

Well I couldn't the post before that.

I just checked the mod thing lmao. No one is listed in the sidebars anymore.

[derycksmyhero]

Well. I'll tell her you were spamming anyway.

[DearestHelpless]

Kirsten, you're an idiot.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Mmhmm and you weren't Kayla.

[derycksmyhero]

...I wasn't what?

[AvrilandEvan22]

...Spamming.

SO..Avril, eh?

[DearestHelpless]

Yeah... Avril. What a stupid bitch.

[derycksmyhero]

She won't yell at me for it! I didn't start it.

Besides, who's going to come in here and yell at us? We are like...legends on this board. They should feel honored we're taking the time out of our day to do this. Psh.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lmao. Kayla you've been lurking this board every day for the past few months. Admit it.

[DearestHelpless]

EXACTLY. It's been MONTHS since I've posted here. Maybe even a year...?

They should be HONORED to be experiencing our presence here.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Every so often Kayla and I come in here to bitch at the newbies and bump some stuff.

[DearestHelpless]

...Oh. Well they should be honored that I'm here then. I'm better than you guys anyway.

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lauren, Kayla's a bitch.


XinjectedxfaithX (3:19:27 PM): MOVIES BYE

[AvrilandEvan22]

Lauren, Kayla's a bitch.


XinjectedxfaithX (3:19:27 PM): MOVIES BYE

[AvrilandEvan22]

Yay for hitting the enter button too many times.

[DearestHelpless]

I totally agree. HUGE bitch. Who does she think she is... to just walk out on us?

[AvrilandEvan22]

To go see motherf ucking John Tucker.

[DearestHelpless]

I know... We're so much better than John Tucker.

[AvrilandEvan22]

We could kick John Tucker's ass any day.

We could kick anyone's ass any day. Including Kayla.

[DearestHelpless]

...We should kick Kayla's ass.