Help!

[Punk_Fearie]

ok most of you know that i have a cuttin problem and i smoke weed...well i have been thinkin a lot about cuttin and even more of killin myslef for the last few day...and the weed and helpin me like it used to!!and i just dont know what to do...i just wannna die so bad!!HELP PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Snagg3r]

The only thing that sucks about this is you can't OD on weed.

[PunkyMalone]

Obviously if you're posting this and are freaked out by how bad you 'want to die,' then you don't want to die as bad as you might think you do.

Just a thought. Could be subconscious but some part of you somewhere is all "hey, what the f*ck? Knock it off, I *so* don't want to die."

[Rinoa]

All I can say is, find some help, not here, not on a forum like this, but with people somewhere near you. If you start asking what should I do and saying you want to die, I think you don't really want it to

[Death in a Bottle]

There's a good point too. We're not going to help you, so get the f*ck of this forum and find real help.

[Heather Lovelace]

Shut up, b*tch.

Im having the same problem as you. I cant answer or help you myself. I dont smoke weed (i dont like to admit i cut.... but i am).

[Jessie]

Everyone on this forum seems to cut.

Just pointing out the obvious.

[DearestHelpless]

^You're right. I cut myself last week, not intentionally though. It was interesting, someone left a knife sticking up in the dishwasher. Brilliant.

[KiD]

I think it's terrible. I just found out Elaine cut, and I was like whoa and mommy, and Rush, and I really can't believe it. Everyone here are such beautiful people...it just doesn't make sense.

[Jessie]

I still think it's odd that the majority of the people here happen to cut.

[KiD]

Coincidence? Or maybe one person dcut, and another person was like "if so and so does it then it must be ok" ect. I'll admit it has crossed me mind, and thinking about it makes me look at my scissors.

Scary shit man.

[Death in a Bottle]

Everyone cuts here because cutting is for people who are depressed and many times lonely, and so are message boards. I already knew most the people you guys mentioned cut, with the exception of Heather.

Lauren... That doesn't count, I don't think. If that counts, then I cut because the cat scratched my wrist.

[Jessie]

So your saying everyone that comes to this message board is lonely and depressed?

[Punk_Fearie]

:blink: well ok that didnt really do anything.....but GOD damnit...heather you dont have to get so mad!! <_<

[Death in a Bottle]

She was talking to me, genius.

Yes, Jessie, that is essentially what I'm saying.

[Heather Lovelace]

Originally posted by Jessie@Apr 17 2004, 02:51 PM
Everyone on this forum seems to cut.

Just pointing out the obvious.
Your so right. Only, half of the time you dunno wheather to believe it or not. Alot of people do it for attention. A D D - like my friend.

[Punk_Fearie]

Originally posted by Death in a Bottle@Apr 17 2004, 04:13 PM
She was talking to me, genius.
huh?wtf?

[*6*B!tch*9*]

Originally posted by Punk_Fearie@Apr 16 2004, 11:56 PM
ok most of you know that i have a cuttin problem and i smoke weed...well i have been thinkin a lot about cuttin and even more of killin myslef for the last few day...and the weed and helpin me like it used to!!and i just dont know what to do...i just wannna die so bad!!HELP PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The only way youll get real help is if you quit trying to get attention on the internet and go talk to a psychiatrist or someone close to you. Thats if youre actually serious.

[Punk_Fearie]

i have tred to talk to ppl...it doesnt help....and i hate it....the only thing that seems to help is smokin weed!!

[*6*B!tch*9*]

Hell yeah im with ya on the weed part. B)

[Heather Lovelace]

^ haha... I've done it before. ut no, i dont smoke. Euw

[Death in a Bottle]

You just said you smoke but you don't smoke. Dont' use so many pronouns, so we know what' you're talking about.

[Heather Lovelace]

Shush b*tch! Lol. I have smoked before but i dont smoke anymore - even when i did, it was only the once

[Punk_Fearie]

Originally posted by *6*B!tch*9*@Apr 17 2004, 04:29 PM
Hell yeah im with ya on the weed part. B)
yeah but its true...and thats sad!!

[Nirvana]

Originally posted by Punk_Fearie@Apr 16 2004, 11:56 PM
ok most of you know that i have a cuttin problem and i smoke weed...well i have been thinkin a lot about cuttin and even more of killin myslef for the last few day...and the weed and helpin me like it used to!!and i just dont know what to do...i just wannna die so bad!!HELP PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went through that too..except for the weed....I was thinking about suicide but thne everything just turned around....just think of how many people you'll leave behingd and how much pain you'll cause EVERYONE just to put yourself out of your misery..you can get help with suicide..but you can't get help by losing a loved one..you'll never get them back...but you can get your life back...I rlly don't want to say this////o nvmd i wontpm me if you REALLY want to know...

[Punk_Fearie]

yeah thanx a lot Nirvana i think you helped a lil bit!!

[Nirvana]

lol well that pm i sent should help a little bit more.the names lindsay....

[Death in a Bottle]

The name's Nirvana-lady. Jeez.

[Nirvana]

fine <_< but only if i get to call you ......led zep person.no.i just ruined it

[InspireMe]

Originally posted by Jessie@Apr 17 2004, 02:21 PM
So your saying everyone that comes to this message board is lonely and depressed?
Hmm... interesting... I first came here when I was at the most depressed point in my life. I think that the happier I get, the stupider this board seems. It's no wonder at all that I get along with people at boards about languages and books a trillion times better because they actually show some semblance of intelligence. And, what a surprise, none of them cut.

[PunkyMalone]

I wouldn't link cutting to intelligence, in all cases.

I would, however, link talking incessantly about cutting whether you really do or just pretend to cut, to intelligence and maturity though.

[~Johno~]

point is... your smoking weed listening to Avril Lavigne... now no ones telling me heavens better than that... nahh mate... You dont wanna duff yerself theres many more Avril Lavigne albums to look forward to!

[Punk_Fearie]

lol!!you crack me up Johno!!man i love ya!!

[Nirvana]

I love myself too..... :blink:

[~Johno~]

that was a convo killer

[Punk_Fearie]

oh so now you say that!!lol....you fruit....lol!!

[gwen-rox]

no offence u everyone but yea its good that some of your are trying to help, but its not as if you really care (unless of corse ur really good friends blah blah) but u'll just post something and its mite help but its not as if u really think about it and worry about that person after u post it

i hope u feel better soon

[Nirvana]

Originally posted by ~Johno~@May 28 2004, 09:03 PM
point is... your smoking weed listening to Avril Lavigne... now no ones telling me heavens better than that... nahh mate... You dont wanna duff yerself theres many more Avril Lavigne albums to look forward to!
just that makes me want to slit my wrist rite open...but I wint...because it's bad... :blink: :unsure:

[Punk_Fearie]

hey be nice Lindsay......he does have a point there but yeah it does kinda suck...but whatever!!