Death

[Tiffanie]

ok this one is another sad one BUT there is a happy one on the way...i just have to type it out..so please be patient with me thanx

"Death"
Take away all this pain
its driving me insane
people around me thinking wrong
they all thought that i was strong
some now see
what is really inside of me
things they never knew
things that just seem so un true
they never thought i could be this way
and now they have something to say
they tell me now they care
but where were they when i needed them there
my world is ending
all these words i am sending
people are starting to hear me
but they dont see
its to late
death at an early age is my fate
*october 16 2002*

[narrator]

I died a thousand deaths before ever reaching my teens
Now I've decided to live, and leave death for the dead...
I've focused my ennui into creativity, and it gives me a reason to breath just one more day, for just one more chance for redemption on everything that I know that I should've done but didn't or shouldn't have done but did

[vatjui]

That's all good. What wakes me up everyday is the fact that people I care about woke up with me. When they stop, I'll stop.

[narrator]

That seems a bit to inwardly focused for me....I'm not talkin about vanity just stuck too much on your problems and life...I mean I know thats what life is but I know that even if all of my friends were gone I could still do something about the things that I hate I could go and give one person a smile for a day when otherwise they would be frowning...I don't want it to be about what I did for my friends because them and I know what I would do for them...I want it to be about making friends, building bridges and just plain being nice to people when the world just throws shit at them

[vatjui]

But what about when we're gone. Will your friends be so depented that they wont know what to do? If my friends die, I'm going the first navy I see. After that there's nothing left for me. Hey boy read Tupac's book.



Last edited by vatjui at Oct 19 2002, 11:28 AM