Staying Away

[Tiffanie]

"Staying away"
why do i feel that i cant live a day without you
can you please tell what im suposed to do
i hate feeling this way
cause i never know what to say
your not there
so why do i care
im so confused
i feel so abused
i cant understand why i care
its just so un fair
i know your not worth my tears
but when i think of you i lose all my fears
i know its wrong
but i just cant seem to be strong
it hurts so bad
and it makes me so mad
i want to just scream out loud
i wanna scream in a crowd
i cant stop loving you
can someone please tell me what to do
i wanna stop this feeling that i feel
i wish it wasnt real
for you i just dont want to care anymore
im about ready to hit the floor
i wish i could just hold you
but feelings like that just arnt true
so now im alone here
alone with all this fear
your not there to help me
why cant you see
i love you
and i miss you to
i dont know what else to say
so i guess i should just stay away
*october 26 2002*



Last edited by punkgrrl2002 at Oct 27 2002, 12:53 AM

[narrator]

Blank spaces take
Up and wake
you see me fall
But it wont make
Any other than up/down
Just wanna go straight now

Getting to close
You're never to close now
Falling down, picked up
Dont let it come my way
Just step out away
Lie to me its fine
I know its not that failures not
Last time you say always caught

A grip to fall
Not at all
Getting up
Don't take my call
Worst of all
I know its true
That this time its better
Without you

Get down get out
Avoid a falling out
Refresh and redefine
Last burst keeps it under flame
The worst thing meets another stain

Get out
I dont wanna talk about it
Just leave
Get away
Pretend like we could talk about it

Shut me out
Let me down
I'm not the same
When you're not around

[Tiffanie]

why do you keep posting your stuff on mine?>??
just curious?

[narrator]

boredom......dont want to make a new thread...everyone reads your threads...while mine go unattended

[narrator]

also I write those while I read them

[Tiffanie]

well then thats ok with me
you write really good
am i the only that tells you that?
cause i think more people should tell you that cause its true :)

[narrator]

sometimes I'd like to know the insides of my wrist

[Tiffanie]

what now?????????

[narrator]

Sometimes I'd like to do what does not happen after this

[Tiffanie]

wow...you so lost me

[narrator]

Its crazy but it seems
Theres nothing but let down

[Tiffanie]

oh i c...well i totally agree with you there

[narrator]

I found a box of sharp objects
what a beautiful thing

[Tiffanie]

yepper sure is

[narrator]

you're so crazy
enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

[Tiffanie]

what????????/
how did i destroy you?

[narrator]

for awhile I was cleaner than now
then I started to destroy myself
with things that i love now the things that i hate
until it finally broke me

[Tiffanie]

thats really good
do you just write these things from the top of your head?

[narrator]

Daytime thoughts on those streets through winter breezes freezing gusts of wind cutting razors to my ears
Those bitter cold days cast your silhouette angel-like
Through the fogged up cafe glass

[Dryve Thru Romance]

wow that as great Self-Titled...all of it.

[Tiffanie]

it sure is

[narrator]

Empty blinking
One more quick word
Not...pretension...alienation...suspension
Squint the proud away
Looking down
I lost it

[lavigne_05]

sheer brilliance

[Mr. Vandalay]

i don't understand it, must be good