Never Read Past/Between

[narrator]

I don’t feel good right now
But that’s okay
An ache that won’t go
I don’t want to see why

I don’t feel sane right now
But that’s just as well
It hurts; it burns. I can’t let it go
I know why

I can choose what I am not
No, you do
Surprise me again
No, you won’t
I know, but I can’t say why

I don’t feel bad right now
But I will soon
It’s not normal this way
I’ll never understand why