Tiffanie
11-27-2002, 09:04 AM
"Depression"
I can remember when i was young
nothing mattered
i didnt feel any pain
always a smile on my face
never had any fears
an now
im 18 years old
and the most important thing to me
is dieing
what kind of life is this
i shouldnt be this way
i shouldnt hurt the way that i do
i'll never understand what went wrong
what or who pushed me down
i'll never know the reason for my pain
i do know that it cant go on
i cant keep going like this
im only 18
im to weak to stand tall
one more push
and that will be the end
ive been hurt so many times
its so unfair
and what hurts the most
is the people hurting me
are the people i love
most of them dont know
but those who do
try to help me
and some try to kill me
depression
it took away my life
took away everything
has broke me down
im done now
done with my life
whats the point in living
when the day finally comes
when its time for me to say goodbye
i only hope there will be someone there
someone i know who has always cared
i hope for people surrounding me
people i love
all the ones who were never there when i was alive
they'll look at my pale white face
they'll see whats left of me
they'll see and feel what i went through
they'll feel my pain
as they watch them burry me
they'll say goodbye
watch me go
whip away their tears
then walk away and forget who i was
they'll move on with their lives
years from now no one will know who or what i was
i'll be totally gone
i'll be a distant memory
18 years old
some may say its to young to die
but when someone is in this much pain
and dont go a day without crying
18 may then seem like the best time
i was 18
i lost my life
depression
dont let it get you lost
dont end up like me
say your prayers
hope for better days
think of me and you'll know
depression can eat you alive
it can be your biggest fear
please just hold on tight
dont lose your life
at the age of 18
i lost mine
*november 25 2002*
I can remember when i was young
nothing mattered
i didnt feel any pain
always a smile on my face
never had any fears
an now
im 18 years old
and the most important thing to me
is dieing
what kind of life is this
i shouldnt be this way
i shouldnt hurt the way that i do
i'll never understand what went wrong
what or who pushed me down
i'll never know the reason for my pain
i do know that it cant go on
i cant keep going like this
im only 18
im to weak to stand tall
one more push
and that will be the end
ive been hurt so many times
its so unfair
and what hurts the most
is the people hurting me
are the people i love
most of them dont know
but those who do
try to help me
and some try to kill me
depression
it took away my life
took away everything
has broke me down
im done now
done with my life
whats the point in living
when the day finally comes
when its time for me to say goodbye
i only hope there will be someone there
someone i know who has always cared
i hope for people surrounding me
people i love
all the ones who were never there when i was alive
they'll look at my pale white face
they'll see whats left of me
they'll see and feel what i went through
they'll feel my pain
as they watch them burry me
they'll say goodbye
watch me go
whip away their tears
then walk away and forget who i was
they'll move on with their lives
years from now no one will know who or what i was
i'll be totally gone
i'll be a distant memory
18 years old
some may say its to young to die
but when someone is in this much pain
and dont go a day without crying
18 may then seem like the best time
i was 18
i lost my life
depression
dont let it get you lost
dont end up like me
say your prayers
hope for better days
think of me and you'll know
depression can eat you alive
it can be your biggest fear
please just hold on tight
dont lose your life
at the age of 18
i lost mine
*november 25 2002*