"Never Let Go"

[scarypuffringo]

Hi everybody! Yes, I am back AGAIN!!! You must think that I am totaly crazy because I disappear then simply come back acting like I've never left... Well, that is sorta how I feel.. I always loved to come to this forum but real life just didn't seem to leave me some free time to com here but you know me... I always find a way to come back...

The story... well, it's about Avril and Evan (AGAIN :blush: ) but I have no idea how this story is gonna turn out, I just wrote the beginning and I have no idea what comes next so I don't promise you anything. I'll just let my imagination run free and I hope you guys enjoy the results...

**Will**


__________________________________________________ ___________________________


Chapter One – “Prologue”





*

*

*





She lay alone in bed, her now bright blond hair washing all over the satin sheets as tears watered her saddened face. She rolled over to the other side of the bed and embraced her legs; she couldn’t keep herself from thinking back in time… Everything had changed and no matter how hard she tried to deny she knew that things would never be the same.



She closed her eyes and suddenly the whole pictured changed, she felt like she was taken back to where it was only her and the boy with a heart of gold, to where every single thing made sense… With her eyes closed she felt the blood rushing through her veins… In mind she relieved the day she first laid eyes on him. A smile shyly crept on her face as she remembered him playing the drums and failing miserably, a chuckle got trapped in her through as she rebuilt the features of his face. He was embraced but he didn’t give up, at that very moment she knew he would go somewhere, she knew he was not a quitter and when he picked up the guitar and played the first note, right then she knew that he was exactly what she was missing and from that day on their lives would never go separate ways…



A sob startled her up from her thoughts, the pillow was soaking wet because of her non-stopping tears. How badly she regretted things she did in the past, things that could never be undone, but how terrible she regretted letting him go. She let him go without knowing the truth and now this very same truth was haunting her in her sleep… She grabbed the pillow and threw it on the floor, she breathed deeply forcing herself to come to the present time but it was something almost impossible to her… She wanted to just closed her eyes and pretend the passion, the excitement was still the same, she wanted to pretend that they were all best friends and she desperately wanted to believe she still had him…






TBC

[Rainbow Tears]

Aww! That's really beautiful so far.

[scarypuffringo]

Okay... Maybe that wasn't a very good start but people you need to cut me some slack... it's been almost a year that I don't write... I'm only coming back... Anyway, first I wanna thank you for saying it was a beautiful, you were very kind to me... Thank you very very much.

Here is the second chapter for this story, it's short just like the first, all of the chapters will be shortter than the ones I'm used to write... reason: Well, I'm lacking on free time... Anyway... Still I hope you like it.


**Will**


__________________________________________________ ________________________


Chapter Two – “Haunted”





*

*

*





His hand slowly slid down, his fingertips strongly touching the strings, a sweet and sad melody coming out of his guitar... Sitting alone in his studio he let his face fall down, his eyes then lifting up to take a look around... Realizing the truth was something always way too easy for him to do but accepting it and embracing it was harder than anything else he’d ever tried to do.



How ironic life was, that was all he could think of. Being there on his own, doing his own thing, having a life where his name came first, written in bold and glowing, shinning letters... it was what he wanted and now that he was half way of getting his so wanted dream... everything seemed so have this dull glow, nothing seemed to fit anymore and he felt more alone and lost than never.



Could it be that he had gone off track somewhere back in time? Could it be that he’d lost the will, the passion to make his dream livid? Or could it be that he’d given away the only thing that ever made sense in his life? As he played out those questions over and over in his mind his hands never stopped playing; it was only when he played that his heart and soul seemed to finally rest... Even if it was for a few hours a day, being there alone with his guitar was the only part of the day that was familiar to him, it was when he believed he still lived...



How terrible it pained him to think back. So many doubts hanging in the air sort of tormented him, so may ‘what ifs’... Even though he did his best to keep his mind from remembering, memories of her were impossible to be stopped... The way she smiled at him when she was excited, her voice whispering in his ear, her big blue eyes drowned in tears when fear took over... He could even smell her perfume just by thinking of it... So many memories haunted him, not letting him go on with his life, having him stuck, attached to the past... ‘She chose him... You chose music...’ those words echoed in his head and he knew they were true...



He strummed his guitar one last time, a notebook and a pen were sitting right next to him, after picking them up he scribbled something down and watched a tear stain the page... Above the lyrics there was her name...







TBC

[Kina]

great job! im so glad that theres another story from you

[Av rocks]

Fantastic, this is a really good start. Im really looking forward to hearing more

[Idont]

Finally!! Someone who knows what is doing!. great to see you back Will.

[eval]

oh my god.... I'm so sorry..... i just forgot to look if someone posted a new story/chapter..... and i really didn't dare to hope that you would post a new story so soon after you said it a few weeks before....
not that i didn't believe you..... but i was so used to it, that you had no time for writing.... but now..... new story.... and its good.... very very good.... and i hope the next chapter will be here soon..... :D

bye

[scarypuffringo]

Hi there people!! Thanks for your comments! Your words always make me happy. I gotta ask... Do you guys really think I am that much of a liar?? Not a liar, I mean... I know, it's because of my lack of free time. I need to apologize for saying that I will post something then I won't and blah blah blah... You guys have no idea how much I enjoy writing and the greatest part of being fanfic writer is the fact that there are people, YOU, who like reading what comes from my freak imagination, so I thank you all!

Here's another chapter! I hope you've noticed that I'm posting more often... That's why the chapters are short. I write piece by piece and post it right away. I think it's better this way...

I gotta go now!


**Will**


P.S Idont, I have to say something... I have no idea what I'm doing but thanks for saying it anyway! :p

__________________________________________________ ________________________

Chapter Three - “By Myself”





*

*

*





Another performance was over, she retrieved herself in her hotel room, the feeling of failure never leaving her heart. She couldn’t believe she would get to that point in her career so fast… to the point where nothing really mattered anymore, especially her career. Being there up on the stage, singing and playing used to be her alcohol, her drug, the shot of adrenaline she needed to help her to get by another day. Now the only thing she could think of was what there was left in the world that could help her get through the so many years in her life that were still to come… She felt so numb to it all…



Outside the room stood Matt and Charlie, they were the only ones who still stuck with her but they didn’t deny that things among them were nothing like when everything started. They looked at each other, neither one knowing if knocking on that door was the smarter thing to do. They knew she was hiding and even though a worn out friendship and a commitment to the managers were what was keeping them together, they couldn’t help but worry about her…



“Do you think… I mean…” Charlie wondered aloud and waited for Matt to complete his thought. Matt only let his head fall a little and a sigh came out from both of them.



“She doesn’t want us here. She made that very clear.” Matt pointed out, a tone resentment dropping from his words.



Nodding his head, Charlie spoke again. “I know. But… This is Avril… our Avril.” Charlie paused and his words lingered in the air for instants.



“Charlie, she’s not our Avril anymore.” Matt voiced what the two long knew but never really had the courage to say it out loud. “We should go.”



“Yep.” Charlie half smiled and they turned up on their heels leaving her door.



Inside the room, Avril had captured some noise coming from outside, she was too tired to care about whoever was outside her door but when she recognized Matt’s voice she forced herself to get up… She was behind the door while Matt and Charlie decided whether or not to knock and check on her. Avril heard their words and by the time she heard the weak sound of footsteps walking away, tears had already stained her pale white cheeks…



The feeling of failure only increased… ‘She’s not our Avril anymore’ How bad truth hurt… Indeed she was not the same girl. So many things she had to give away to be who she is now and to be where she was… A snorted chuckle came out from her mouth when she realized that she had done it all wrong… She chose the wrong things and now she’d been left alone on account of her choices. For a second she wished she could turn back the time and had the chance to start all over again…







TBC

[mattylover]

kool
can't wait for more

[eval]

hey will.... first of all.... no one said that your a liar... really.... i was just happy to hear from you so soon.... you never said when and if you really 100% sure would start an new story.... so you can't be an liar, when you never promised something for sure.......
I just wanted to express that I was very very happy to see a new story, because I never expected that so soon.... because I really know how much pressure real life can be and that you had no time to come here or write a new story... and I'm happy that you finally found time to make us such an amazing story as a present again....

so, your new chapter was wonderfull again and I'm exited to read the next ;-)

keep going! bye

[scarypuffringo]

hey will.... first of all.... no one said that your a liar... really....

Of course you didn't!!! I was just trying to kid a little. Sorry, bad joke. I'm not very good at joking :blush: I'm gald that you're enjoying this story, I think that tomorrow night the next chapter will be up. I'm working on some ideas and stuff... I really want this story to be good.

Again, sorry for twisting your words even if I was just trying to make fun of myself. K?!


Gotta blaze!

Buh bye!

[eval]

its not that bad.... i was just shocked that youre maybe mad at me :-(

[Dryve Thru Romance]

yay i love it already! :D

[myhappyending]

Aww. Long time, no see... er, read any stories from. But that's okay... perfectly understandable.

I would say that you are a most excellent writer and I'm looking forward to reading the next chapters... they really are beautiful. :)

[ninny_23]

Great story so far! I've misssed your writing so much. I'll be waiting for the next chapter...

[what_ever]

Awsoem stuff!! Canät wait for more!

[eval]

where is the next part? :-(

[scarypuffringo]

where is the next part? :-(


It's coming... soon... :sweatdrop People, you have no idea how crazy my life has been these past few days... I'm studying for my tests, college is good but you have to study a lot... Anyway, I've already started the next part but I still need to add some stuff, if everything works out today, tomorrow I'll be posting it.

Sorry for making you guys wait... again... and again... Sometimes I wish my day had about 36 hours or soemthing...

Be back tomorrow!

[eval]

yeah, i can't wait....
oh I know that feeling so well.... a few hours more every day would be so great *gg*
My graduation is in 7 weeks..... it's so stressfull to learn for school and for the big tests at the same time.... I'm so happy when it's over :-)

[Mr.LD]

Very poetic.A really great story

[Idont]

I just hope i get to read the rest of the history before i grow old and my eyes stop working.
































Just kidding puffy! :lol:

[Evan Rocks]

Will's back!!! YAY!! I've probably told you a hundred times how much I love your stories and your writing, but I'm gonna do it once again. I absolutely love this one so far also. Keep going!!

[scarypuffringo]

I just hope i get to read the rest of the history before i grow old and my eyes stop working.


Okay... :huh: I deserve that... in a way... I think... Okay, you guys are probably tired of me saying that I'm sorry for the lack of update in my stories... But I really am. i can't believe how much my life has changed in these past few months. Responsability is tough. I'm not meant to it... Anyway, I'm studying like crazy and my final tests is in July 9th. So after that I'll be on vacation, so I'll have time to come back. The chapter is almost done but my mind isn'y working perfectly for this kinda of stuff. If you guys be a little more patient.... I THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

I gotta go now. Once again... Sorry and thanks! :blush:
































Just kidding puffy! :lol:[/QUOTE]

[dust in the wind]

I have no problem on waiting if that's the case. I hope it'll be worth it.