http://www.avrilstar.com/forums This is a discussion forum about Avril Lavigne powered by vBulletin. en Tue, 07 Sep 2010 21:34:05 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.avrilstar.com/forums/images/newmisc/rss.jpg http://www.avrilstar.com/forums http://www.avrilstar.com/forums/showthread.php?t=10678&goto=newpost Tue, 07 Sep 2010 18:24:30 GMT Soo, is anyone excited for the VMAs this year on MTV? I'm kind of looking forward to it. I'm hoping there are some good performances. I don't know who's performing, but I hear that it airs this upcoming Sunday? I hope so! :) ]]> Entertainment Forum Dryve Thru Romance http://www.avrilstar.com/forums/showthread.php?t=10678 http://www.avrilstar.com/forums/showthread.php?t=10677&goto=newpost Wed, 18 Aug 2010 14:04:20 GMT A Letter Written in Fear Dear friend, I feel the loneliness creeping into my skin. The air thickens and I am quick to tire. Edible art and candy hearts, my treasure is hard to find. The walls are pale and threatening. Alone. I am so very alone. In place of posters, I see bright, white... A Letter Written in Fear


Dear friend,

I feel the loneliness creeping into my skin. The air thickens and I am quick to tire. Edible art and candy hearts, my treasure is hard to find. The walls are pale and threatening.
Alone. I am so very alone.
In place of posters, I see bright, white rectangles against faded paint. Instead of you, there are smiling photographs and old videos. The people look and sound happier than I can remember ever being. Laughter fills my ears, pearly whites blind me and I am lost in the good times.
We're only as weak as we allow.
I'm so weak, I let it overtake me. I am a prisoner to my own unhappiness.
Where have you gone? I want to call out to you, but I know it's pointless. You're a thousand miles away and my voice doesn't carry that far.

What am I to do? Stuck here, in a life that I no longer want. My existence lacks meaning and I feel there's nothing I can do. I want to be remembered. I want to be great. I want a lifetime somewhere else, doing something else.
But am I not doing what I love when I write you these letters? Can I not do this from anywhere in the universe? I am writing, am I not? I don't need a fancy desk or a certain paper or computer. I am here with you when I write and I should feel thrilled to have realized this. Yet. the life I want to experience isn't here. There's so much we have to do. I can't do it from here. My wings beat against my shoulder blades, begging to be used.

I wake up alone, just as I went to sleep. I'm in an empty, dark room and I am in tears and terrified.
Please, remember me.

Sincerely,
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